Wednesday, February 8, 2006

Prayers…What are they good for

Absolutely nothing.

Yes… I’m angry.
Yes…TC’s surgery went “worst case scenario”.
Yes… I’m angry.
No… I’m not mad at God.

I’m mad at myself.
I don’t ever pray for trivial things.
I don’t pray to win the lottery.
I don’t pray for a new car.
I don’t even pray to make my house payment or keep my lights on.
I pray for the big stuff.
Like good health… for everyone.
I pray my children are safe.
I pray yours are too.
I pray my parent’s live a and long healthy life.
I pray yours do too.

I think I’m a good and descent person.
But now I wonder…
Cause God didn’t answer my prayer.
Why?
He has a higher purpose I’ve been told.
We’ll see.


I don't mean to offend anyone, but...
Yes… I’m angry.

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